when you feel like you're done....

and the darkness has won. babe you're not lost.

i know it's been a while. pretty much this year has not happened like i thought that i would. not at all. well, with the exception of the amazing house that i call home now. but, other than that, nothing is as i thought it would. which is kinda disappointing, especially for someone who likes to plan junk out.

but alas, there's nothing i can do. the things that are out of my control, are just that. they are out of my control. i can't do anything about them. they are beyond my reach. it's like they are the cookie jar on the very top shelf, and no matter how far i stretch and tippy-toe, i won't ever be able to reach them. i need to get off my little step ladder and settle for the strawberries that are in the fridge. because even though they aren't the rainbow chocolate chip cookies that i crave so badly, the strawberries aren't too shabby.

does that even make sense?

ah, the wonderful ramblings of me. i do enjoy them.